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In all honesty, I want to know when I had even an ounce of control of another person's thoughts or actions. If another human being does not like you, they do not like you. If another human being does not invest time, energy or trust into you, that is simply how it is because you never invest time or energy into them, unless it pertains to you talking about yourself (in character and out) constantly. If you seek drama everywhere you go, you do not need me to get booted from a community. Not now, not ever. If you think, even for a second, that I am a backstabber, you are far more delusional than I thought. You do the backstabbing, constantly. Do you know how many times I've gotten word that you are saying something negative about me? More than I can count on both of my hands. If you think you were my friend after a certain point, you are highly mistaken. I trusted you enough to tell you about my personal shit. I didn't think you would take an event from my life that had genuinely devastated me and use it against me, at random, for your own sick form of humor or whatever it was. When my father died, I thought it was my fault because he decided to donate a kidney to me years prior to his cancer. I blamed myself daily as it was. When I had finally gotten to the point of opening my eyes to the bigger picture, you brought it back and told me it was my fault, continued to push it. What friend would do that? What kind of human being would do that? You have to put others down to make yourself feel high and mighty from the looks of it. It is disgusting. If you think you are a wonderful friend, you must really live in a bubble where you are surrounded by rainbows and sunshine while the rest of us have dark clouds hovering overhead. How dare you take one thing in my life that has ever devastated me and use it against me. I knew you never had any class, but this was low, even for you. Thankfully, you are meaningless to me now and I couldn't care less about you. Finally, huh? Took me long enough.
If I hear you are still telling the same sob story, trying to blame me for something you did yourself, I will personally rip you a new one. I moved on, decided that reality was where your mind should be set. If you can't process that you left a community, for once, without being kicked out, you don't need any applause that I was willing to give you. You are selfish, never even listen to others and honestly are a disgrace all around. Get help. I mean that and not in a negative way. There is genuine worry on my end, even when there shouldn't be. There is something wrong with you if you are running around, blaming others for situations that are in your own hands and acting like you are some victim when you can be the biggest fucking mastermind in the entire world. Own up to your mistakes and learn to live with consequences. That is how you transition into an adult, if you're open to that idea any time soon. People don't like you because you don't give a flying fuck about them, only yourself. You would throw anyone under a bus if it clears your name, as infamous as it is on this server. You have done it on numerous accounts. While you are talking to me and denying everything in one chat box, you are talking shit about me in another and telling that person a completely different story. I have seen it with my own eyes and know that you are full of shit, can't be trusted and should not be trusted unless a person purposely is seeking out a headache. We were friends. We were close. Yet you always put me down, in character and out. People always asked me why I kept you around and I never knew. That is not what friendship is. You don't know what friendship is. If you did, you would actually have friends. Stop dragging my name through the fucking mud. Get some class, learn to keep your lips shut and maybe you will get somewhere in life. Until then, good luck.
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